The Prettiest Mess You've Ever Seen

I did what i thought was "best" and now, i feel my worst. Ill admit i ha vent been Miss sunshiny at all lately but I'm now at my ultimate low. I guess it can only look up from here. I think its the little things ill miss. But i was told this was it, this is what would save me and i REALLLY need to be saved ;( From now on i want to be happy, ill try my hardest.I'm counting on the Lord this time because everything else has failed, and to be honest he's who i should have turned to first. Do not get wrong i have my best friend and couple others but right now i think he's the one who's going to turn this around.