This is how it is

I have sadly enough lost Internet connection ;/ i have moved into my first apartment (in the ghetto) i really like my roommate Kara shes a sweetie. A lot has happened since i last posted. I just got back from Indiana 2 hours ago because my Great Grandpa died Halloween night. Going on this trip was hard because i was alone and the last funeral i attended was my mom's. This trip was heartbreaking yes but also a huge testimony builder for me because i know that families can be together forever and that ill be with my mom grandpa and baby TJ again someday if i do what I'm supposed to in this life, its just doing whats right that's the hard part. This past year has been the hardest with losing my mom and Bryan but i have gained a lot to and I'm trying to see it from that point of i have gained a lot view i truly am. I'm going to do everything i can to move on and do whats best for me because I've never done what best for me. I have a few people that i owe it all to and i want you to know that i loved you more than i could ever imagine and i know that we'll be best friends for eternity. Thanks to everyone who's put up with me while Ive been down here at rock bottom and I'm pulling myself up I'm going to be me again guys i promise.