Struggling

So I'm struggling?
With right and wrong.
With truth.
With whats realistic.
I'm struggling with who I really am.
With who I need to be, and if I'll actually get there.
I'm struggling with this lonely walk.
This never ending trial that we call life so it doesn't sound as hard as it will truly be.
With the temptations that break me down.
With the lies that build me up.
I'm struggling with out you, believe it or not.
With the life I figured I'd be living by now.
I won't tell you what I really want or what I truly fear.
I suppose that's why I'm struggling.