Happiest girl alive :)

I have to be the luckiest girl alive, I get to marry the boy I love on July 9th and start a new chapter in my life. I'm so blessed to have found someone who truly genuinely loves me for my crazy little self! Its been a crazy few months and this just makes it all worth while :)

Keeping secrets isnt as fun as it sounds, I promise.

Dont get me wrong I looovee to know and keep secrets. Its nice to know your important enough to hold someones valuable information.
Buuut when its your own exiting information and your being forced to keep you big talker shut then It not as fun.

Needeless to say (before I say to much else where) Its been raining everday for the last week and I LOVE IT considering it never rains in the glorious sunshine state!

Caleb tried to teach me how to drive stick the other day... lets just say he yelled I cried and its going to take a few more times to really get it, considering i didnt make it around the drive haha.

Fresh Start.

As Many of you know I moved to Michigan (On October 31st).
I never thought I would say it buuutt... Ive found many things I love about the state and I am more than glad that I took the Leap and moved here.
(I'm finally a MI resident 6 months later)


Things have been going well lately.
I'm finally registered for school I start May 8th and ill be taking fall classes as well WOOWHOO!!! :] I decided to do the nursing program. Its something Ive always wanted to and finally have the opportunity!

I'm currently working as a waitress for McGonigles Its a little bar in Otsego its nice but I don't nearly make enough. I heard about a job opportunity at the hospital so I'm going to apply and pray that i can get in!



I'm dating a wonderful boy, Caleb. He makes me happy and treats me really well, I couldn't ask for anyone better. He makes me laugh and can put up with all my craziness. I'm really glad and blessed to have met him, hes helped me through some times when i really just wanted to come home.



My family came and visited during their spring break which was fabulous I missed them terribly! We did alot of stuff while they were here mainly just goofed off.



I miss AZ sooo much and I cant describe how many times i find myself thinking about home. I miss all of my girls the sun and knowing my surroundings. All though I am happy now I hope to visit home soon.

The Miracle of Forgiveness

I have just finished reading the Miracle of Forgiveness and it was a very amazing book I'm so glad i took the time to read this book and really love the feelings that it brought to my heart. I think everyone should have the experience of reading this book it was truly heart changing to me :] The thing that stuck out to me the most in this book was this quote:

"After a person has been assigned to his place in the kingdom, either in the Telestial, the Terrestrial or the Celestial, or to his exaltation, he will never advance from his assigned glory to another glory. That is eternal! That is why we must make our decisions early in life and why it is imperative that decisions be right."

This quote really stuck me. It made me realize how important it is to make righteous holy decisions now because this is the time for us to prove ourselves to Heavenly Father. It is important for us to follow the commandments listen to the words of the prophet. Im so blessed to know that this church is true and to know that the scriptures are a personal map to our lives and if we follow that guidence we will exceed and be on the righteous path... My main goal is the Celestial kingdom and being able to be with my family eternally.

Ive been a little lame...

My blogging has been laaammmee lately! But its because ive been so busy enjoying my wonderful life :] Im so happy.
I dont have much time buuut the things that have been making me happy latelly have been (In no special order):

Scripture thoughts everyday.
The Walters children i love love love them.
Simone and her wonderrful wayys,
The church.
Food (im getting chunky i should probably start to love working out.)
The way that i am constantly happy and filled with the spirit.
The fact that im moving soon. (im actually very nervous)
Im paying my debt off!
Emilee Mae and Elise id be lost with out them
My hair is finally growing (lol random i know)
The weathers becoming more beautiful
Im happy that im actually for once abkle to say that im truly happy :]

Hopefully my next entry wont be nearly as pathetic :]

The happy things in life.

There have been things lately that have filled me with a joy not replaceable. I have been thinking and doing a lot lately and one of the things that i realize make me happy are the little things, i never really noticed before that the little things are really the biggest.. I've become humbled this past month living with the Walters. I'm eternally grateful for them taking me a crazy 19 year old with not the slightest grip on life into their home and loving me unconditionally as they always have. I now have a death grip on life and quite a few battle scars to show for it which makes me even more blessed. I love Tiffany like a mom for the way she gracefully helped put me back together and show me that life is beautiful and we were not placed on this earth to be unhappy but to love our life and bless others in the process all while smiling. Today Cedrick picked little flowers from the front yard and came up to me and gave me one and said "i luff you Telia" It goes to show the love that Tiff gives to her children and everyone around her is contagious and i'm so glad i've caught it.
On the Trek we experienced a "Womens Pull" and we had to pull or carts with just the sisters in our family while our Pa and brothers were on the hill watching us. It was probably one of the hardest things i have ever been asked to do. A little more than half way up the mountain after we had given all we could were almost to the point of complete defeat when angels came and starting pushing our cart for us and they helped us till we were back to where we could do it on our own. After that experience i thought to myself i wish i could have angels like that all the time and now i know that I DO. There are 5 girls in my life that i would not be able to make it with out and i know this to be true that Heavenly Father gave them to me because he knew i would need them and they love me unconditionally no matter my flaws. These beautiful girls are what keep me together and help me stay on the straight and narrow path. The best part of it all is that they have been there all along no matter the condition of my spirit whether it strong or in pieces and for that i'm forever yours. Each of these girls has shown me different and wonderful ways to love my self others and become selflessly engaged in the gospel. I dont think you will all ever know the full graditude in which i have for you and i hop you know you all have a special place in my heart irreplaceable. I love you Emilee ruth, Tiffany, Mae, Elise, and Simone.

Its been a long while.

Its been sooo long since i have written in my blog buuuut i figured its a good way to keep my mind sane so i'm going to start writing again :]

It was interesting to reread all of my old entries because i feel like i've grown quite a bit since then. Its seems as if i've been around the world and back since i've recorded anything of true happiness or good use!

This summer has been crazy with everything thats gone on. I went to Michigan last month for vacation to sorta clear my head and regain all of my thoughts to decide where i need to be and what i want from this life and i made a few choices. By the middle of next month i will be moving out there for a year or so. I'm a little scared but more exited than anything, i'm exited to have a fresh new start and be able to meet new people go to a new ward and just sort of start my life fresh.

I've learned maaany life lessons lately some of them hard but all of them needed. I have come to realize now more than i ever have how important the Gospel is to have in our lives and all the blessings and joy that comes from staying close to the Lord. I cant fit all the things i've learned lately in this entry but i will continue to update and write the things i find important :)